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Dream Healer Experiment Patient Speaks

Christine's experience as the volunteer for the Global Intention Heals Project, (GIHP) November 8, 2009:

I was hooked up by EEG to measure my brainwaves before, during and after the global intention experiment. This happened in a separate room away from the participants, without clocks or other distractions. I was told to keep a relaxed attention, first with my eyes open, and then with my eyes closed. This was an interesting experience, trying to keep my mind calm and focused. All kinds of thoughts came and went, interspersed with just observation and feelings within myself. On occasion I became aware to the sounds coming from the room. It seemed to go like this for a long while, I was becoming a little bit bored, when suddenly, I sensed a kind of wave, visually curling in front of me, and with it a slight vibrational tingling spreading over my whole body. Then I saw what looked like stardust, many tiny light pulses just scattering all around me. After a moment these little particles seemed to coalesce into a very bright wave of light permeating my whole body,  putting  me into a rolling , wave like pattern.  I felt that I was rocking slightly back and forth, kind of in the infinity loop pattern. The light wave became even stronger, engulfing me. At this point I started to cough lightly, which is an impulse I often get when I am "agitated" or "moved" by deep inner or outer experience. I felt an element of apprehension, and then the mind message : "Oh, you are supposed to keep still." I told myself, I had to suppress the cough to not spoil the experiment.  I remember being drawn into the light energy again, and my cough subsided immediately. I felt heat and prickling all through my body, a rush of physical energy pulling me along. This waxed and waned, it was not a solid, fixed entity but had movement to it.  At one time my thoughts pulled me out of this visual experience, when I got back to it, the light was flickering and dying out slowly. I felt somewhat disappointed that I had lost it. However, my body continued to resonate, I felt I was wired to an ongoing energy source that made my nerves tingle, my mind seemed to be expanded . I have no idea how long this lasted, I had no sense of time at all. The only awareness I had was my body and my mind simultaneously existing, awareness shifting back and forth on a continuum. It is hard to put this into exact words. When they told me the experiment was over, I did not want to leave it. I was in a state of vibration,  of flux , of tingling, of sensations and emotions resonating within me. My heart was full of gratitude for all the people participating, sending energy  to me. Today, one day later, my body recalls the sensations vividly, I am sure it will stay with me for the rest of my life. Thank you to all of you! Christine

Listen Up

So I have had this little cough for a while. I have been blaming it on ragweed, or maybe on the mold that our blessed rains have activated after laying dormant for so very long. But its getting annoying and I want it to go away.

There are metaphysical reasons our bodies succumb to certain conditions. Knee problems? Perhaps you are not going forward in your life. Indigestion? Maybe you cannot "stomach" a certain problem. Back pain? Maybe the weight of the world is upon you. Here is what coughing could mean:

"Listen to me. I have something important to say!"

I have begun the outline of my first book.

Can I skip the coughdrops now....please?

Thought-forms

Everything is a thought-form.

The various thought-forms or creations are manifest differently, depending on the context of experience, yet the essence is the same, energy, as is the origination - a divine creator.

Maybe even YOU are creating them right now.

There are various types of thought-forms and some appear visible to the eye, while others are perceived energetically, and some, only through the higher consciousness by visualization or imagination or even in the dream state.

What have you been thinking about lately?

Whatever it is, you are giving it power and energy on some level, and it can and does affect at least some portion of reality. Your health, your relationships with others, your way of interacting with the world itself is affected by the life you give to your thought-forms. 

Your thought-forms might not always be readily perceived by other people but you should always imagine that they are, as those with great intuition are rarely fooled or mislead. As we humans become more sensitive to energy and vibration, your true intentions and desires will become increasingly hard to deny or disguise to others. In the higher realms this is already impossible.

Having Trouble Sleeping?

The following information comes from Karen Bishop of emergingearthangels.com

Does it seem like you are up all night, or perhaps you can't really remember if you slept or not? Are you waking up at the same time each night or early in the morning, and unable to get back to sleep? Do you find that even if you are dead tired, or have had little sleep the night before, it doesn't seem to make a difference; you still lie there wide awake for what seems like forever?

Insomnia occurs when we need a break from being in the higher realms, or other dimensions that sleeping creates. We need to be back on the earth plane and it appears that we need to be there or else! Therefore, no matter what we do, we are unable or "not allowed" access to the higher dimensions for awhile;even while sleeping.

One of the most common symptoms of the ascension process, insomnia, seems to affect most everyone. And it's a strange kind of insomnia at that. It begins by awakening between 2 and 4 a.m. every night for awhile. Then it will subside. It can return again, and eventually, one is awakened around 5 a.m. This can go on for several weeks and then return. Once you wake up, you cannot go back to sleep. Thank goodness the ascension process also has phases of deep sleeping and napping!

Insomnia forces us to remain on the earth plane. We don't get to go anywhere. We cannot go far or deep into other realities for awhile. When we are unable to sleep, we have to then be here. Through ascension, we have integrated much and are now vibrating higher. Becoming involved in, and allowing our energy and presence to reside in a New and higher vibrating reality, helps with the integration of a New World and reality. Our presence makes it more real and solid as we are contributing to its very New vibration.

Many times we do a lot of our shifting and releasing while in the dream state at night. Much can happen in regard to our vibrational and spiritual growth when we are asleep. During ascension, a lot is occurring for us in this regard. We are greatly changing and expanding in consciousness. Therefore, at times we need a break. We then need to be in the New space that we are adjusting to and becoming ourselves.

When I go through periods of insomnia, I feel very here. There seems to be a lot of energy moving and a lot of energy present. I don't usually feel like I am in much of a restful state; just very present and alert. It can be annoying during these times because no matter what we do, we simply cannot sleep. Craving sleep and rest and becoming frustrated can make things worse. There is absolutely nothing we can do to sidestep this process. Evidently, it is needed. If you are moved to take sleep aids or herbs, you may be able to sleep for very brief periods, but you will still wake up often. It is best to accept this process for what it is, and simply get up and read or something, until it is time to sleep again. This time of no sleep usually lasts for several hours a night. I have some acquaintances who utilized this time to have intimate moments, and now they look forward to the insomnia!

If you have chosen this page, know that insomnia is a necessary part of the ascension process. No one is punishing us by making us miserable from being sleep deprived. Actually, we are being supported and protected as we go through the process and receive and experience what our bodies need. So pick up a good book or watch an old movie for awhile, until it is time to go back to bed;and enjoy this time as much as you can."

Feeling Unusual Lately?

I know I have been.

Rapid Heartbeat? Check. Not very hungry? Check. Waking at 3am every night for weeks now? Check. Sudden onset of allergies or body pain? Double check!

Assuming you are not in the throes of some mysterious virus, perhaps you are feeling the physical symptoms of Ascension.

As we expand and evolve, we begin to notice what is around us, and most importantly, who is around us. Thus, it is not about us and what we want for ourselves, but much more about how we now fit into the whole.

-Karen Bishop

See what else Karen has to say about Ascension symptoms on her Emerging Earth Angels Blog.

Kryon Has a Message

Being born on the planet is not easy. The first thing you do is split apart. Not all of the piece of God you are gets transferred to the Human body. Some of it continues to reside on this side of the veil. But you knew that, didn't you? For you spend so much time looking for the piece that was separated... the Higher-Self, wanting to connect to it. But with birth you become singular. It's lonely, you know? For you go from an interdimensional being to a singular, 3D one.

The Higher-Self is the best portrayal of who you really are. It's the core soul energy, and it really is YOU. That's why it feels so good when you finally connect.

It's a connection that you have asked for, and it becomes a remembrance. So at birth you split apart. That's not all, and here's where it gets difficult for you to understand. Pieces and parts of your core spirit stay on my side of the veil, which is not the Higher-Self. These energies, who are also "you," become your guides. I've just given you a secret: Your guides are you. That's why it feels so good when they're around you, and you feel so lost when they retreat.

-Kryon via Lee Carol

David Wilcock

My friend Joseph sent me this link of a presentation made by David Wilcock. There is some super information about earth changes (galactic, not man made) ancient mysteries (connections to the "grid" and ley lines) and how conventional science actually supports the idea of human DNA changes (ascension).

It is a loooooong video. I don't expect any but the most metaphysically interested to be able to sit for it. It took me about 5 installments to fit it into my day but I am glad I did.

Be warned Wilcock early into the video makes a few brief unfortunate and petty political statements that might make you angry and in my mind stand in opposition to other strong and positive statements he makes later like those on "human self determination."

I forgive him. He IS still human after all.

11:11

Some say the noticing of this number combination is a signal or sign that you are part of those whom are being called to ascend. Some say, you should pay attention to your thoughts or activities when you see the 11:11, as that is an affirmation or support of the thought or goal.

I have said for 20 years that when I see the 11:11, it means my late brother is thinking about me. He has thought about me a lot lately.

Notice this thing about the number 11. There is one and next to it there is one. I am another yourself, and you are another myself. Each is one.

All are ONE.

"Horse Boy" Premiers Tonight in Austin

Friday, Sept. 18 at 7:00 PM at the Regal Arbor Cinema at Great Hills in Austin Texas will premier the movie Horse Boy. Former Austinite and author Rupert Isaacson based his book and this movie on his and his wife's efforts to cure their autistic son by means of shamanic healing. The author will be present for a Question and Answer Session following the event.

Here is a synopsis of the movie.

How far would you travel to heal someone you love? An intensely personal yet epic spiritual journey, The Horse Boy follows one Texas couple and their autistic son as they trek on horseback through Outer Mongolia in a desperate attempt to treat his condition with shamanic healing. When two-year-old Rowan was diagnosed with autism, Rupert Isaacson, a writer and former horse trainer, and his wife Kristin Neff,a psychology professor, sought the best possible medical care for their son—
but traditional therapies had little effect. Then they discovered that Rowan has a profound affinity for animals— particularly horses—and the family set off on a quest for a possible cure….

My local Shamanic Wisdom Women's Healing Circle is planning on attending the event.

I include this photograph of mine taken at Liberty Hill's Spirit Reins Ranch. This young man, autistic and normally unresponsive to almost any and all stimuli has a moment of connection with a horse. I was most blessed to capture that moment.

Photo courtesy Candace Craw-Goldman and Spirit Reins Ranch

The Magical Properties of Crystals

The natural wonders of the earth itself are contained in crystals. Fully one third of the composition of our planet is quartz! Quartz is made with silica and water. You can think of quartz then, as actually being fossilized water.

The human body is made up of silica and water too. We are physically connected to crystals because we are composed of the same earth elements.

The earth, and humans have another thing in common: Magnetic and electrical fields. Crystals and other gemstones actually match our human energy and electrical frequencies! Healers have always used crystals and gemstones by using them to open, tune and program human auras. The aura is just a visual display of the electricity and frequency of your body and its energy. Doctors don't measure the aura (yet) as they do heart and brain electrical output but in time I believe they will.

There are giant stones and crystals in the earth that create "grids" of energy. Each of these large stones are energetically connected to smaller and smaller stones by actual frequencies and vibrations. Much like radio waves move through space with information that "tune into" certain radio stations on a receiver. You and the earth and Source exchange information in part by the use of crystals.

As we on the planet increase our consciousness and begin to accept fully our connection to the Source of All Creation, both the stones, and humans begin to "wake each other up!" So from the giant gemstones buried deep in the earth and under the oceans to the crystal heart center of the planet itself to smaller  and smaller crystals, including those in jewelry and computer chips, the energy available to all is increasing.

These stones connect the human aura to the "universal" grid, and also to our own Bodies of Light. The Light Body is the energy body is your core soul level that remains aware through the soul's many lifetimes and even between lifetimes.

So, we are becoming more aware of ourselves as Light Bodies. And when you are more aware, you can remember more of who you really are at the soul level.

You are not your physical body!

You are a Be-ing of Light, energy and information. DNA is actually changing and beginning to provide more of this information to our awareness. This connection to information is being healed and returned to us fully reactivated with much help given from gemstones and crystals.